PieCes oF Me

Aku bangun jer aku tgk kakak aku, Yanie tinggal msg kat y!M aku. Waaa…terkejut jap aku dapat berita nie. Tetibe jer sudden rush goes through my head. Kalo la betul kakak aku pregnant…next year, aku akan jadik makcik la kan…huh??makcik???? waaa…takmo…rase cam terlalu muda jer aku nak bergelar makcik. Even though aku rase ramai jer kengkawan aku yg sebaya aku dah jadik makcik lagi awal dari aku, but aku rase aku tak mentally ready lagi nak ader anak buah…pastuh aku pikir2 balik, best gak kot ader anak buah nie. My best fren, Tee pun dah ade 4 org anak buah. Tetibe rase tak sabar la plak nak ader anak buah. Mesti Yanie ngan abg Eddie excited sgt2. Aku tau derang mmg nak sgt baby, even derang baru jer kawen bulan June arituh. Dah rezeki la tuh.

The last time a baby comes in this family, aku rase the time my youngest brother was born la kot. I was in standard one at that time. Excited sgt tgk mama bawak balik iwan. kitorang asyik berebut nak peluk n cium jer die. So, aku rase mama ngan abah mesti tak sabar2 nak tunggu baby yanie. Selama nie asyik dok dukung kucing aku jer, this time dpt la derang dukung cucu derang for real…heheheh…atuk ngan nenek??? keskeskeskeskeskes…

Aku dh start pikir dh nak soh baby yanie panggil aku aper…cik nana? cik el? cik nanael? huhuhuh..mak ngah? tak kot..tak best..tak rugged..aku nak jadi makcik dier yg rugged sbb die akan ader sorang jer makcik, yg lain pakcik-pakcik…hehehehehe…

p/s: anak buah Tee panggil aku ‘kakak aunty’. tak tau naper, tapi kekadang dier panggil aku ‘nana’ jer, american style la katakan…

Last weekend was hell for me. Luckily, i survive. I’ve work things out. I’m fine now. No more ‘jiwa kacau’ stuffs. Happy again…i think…

Last nite, i sat for my FSA 3000 final paper. It was hard as i thought it would be. Damn… i hate doing essays. To think about it, i never has been good at essays. I even got C3 for my BM paper in SPM. I sucks at it so bad that i thought if i took maths, i dont have to deal with it anymore. Lucky me, i have to take FSA 3000. Learning it was fun though, it was the exam that i hate. My carry marks just passed the passing grade. Hate to think i have to repeat this paper next semester.

It has been two weeks of fasting. A few of my friends want to get together this weekend. I cant join them, i have to work…sucks…