halluuu…
dearest readers of my blog ( if any)…
well, i have been really really busy ( nothing new to that). lots and lots of werk…never thought being a teacher is really hard. u think, being a teacher..all u do is teach..but, apparently, a teacher does not only teach, she has to do paperworks, assignments, be a photographer for the school events, manage a whole class, be the adviser of the Taekwando club and on top of all that, has to deal with a bunch of crappy crappy spoil n stupid damn kids…emo, emo… :(
a part from that, i think i’m getting used to the routine now. i even get up early on weekends which is a good thing as i can get a lot of things done in the morning. i’m more at peace with myself lately, accepting the fact that i chose this job, and no one force me to do it..so i’m a bit happy to go to work now. if only my salary could come in a bit earlier..then everything could be much much better…hehehhehehe…
anyway, last Friday, i visited Ezat’s sister, Kak long at Hospital Sg Buloh. she was admitted into the neurosurgery ward after the doctor had found a tumor in her brain. i was shocked when ezat told me, because i was quite close to her sister as we hang out a couple of time. when i got there, she had just got a change of clothes. she looked fine but then i saw her face, her once warm face was vacant. her dad was there and told her that we ( me and ayu) was there. but the reaction from her was not the usual, she just look at us as she can see thru us. her dad told us that she cant really remember and recognized us due the tumor. i was holding tears at the time. then i sat next to her, and rub her hand. she know that we were there, but she was in so much pain, that she could not even talk. she gave us a nod, a sign of acknowledgment which made ayu and i cried. i couldn’t hold the tears anymore. we hug her and cried and i felt so bad for crying in front of her, but i couldn’t help it. she is so young, and was supposed to get married in may but now everything has changed. i never could imagine if anything like that happen to one of my family members. i’m praying that kak long would get better and everything ends well. my best wishes goes to u kak long….
thats it for now…
till i can find the time to write…
c ya…muahhhhhhhhzzzzz…..
