got a sad news yesterday…. one of my student from MRSM Kuala Lipis ( back when i was just a substitute teacher) had passed away. innalillah…
semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan bersemadi dengan tenangnya di sana
Al-Fatihah
:: life as usual ::
Didnt go to school today…just not feeling well this morning so made up my mind to stay in bed..my head was spinning…
anyway, yesterday, i had my interview with SPP, for confirmation of my post as a teacher… i studied for weeks for the interview as i heard from the seniors that the interview is going to be tough. i read up about everything that i can find. i even had my mak teh from kedah to mandrem-mandrem doa-doa so that the interviewer soften up a bit…hehehe.
hmm… how the interview went???..it was a breeze actually. nothing that i cant answer. the interviewer was really friendly. we’ve chatted a lot and he even asked how much did i get paid and how much did i gave to my mom every month!!hehehe..overall, i did okay, i’m so relieve it was over…
last saturday, i went to my ex’s sister’s wedding. it was actually 2 wedding in one. one was my ex’s and the other was his sister’s. but by the time i got there, the wedding was already over, people were cleaning up so i went up his house. maybe God intended that i didnt see him, thats why he wasnt around with his wife. so i hang around with his family who i have grown so close before. we talked and laughed like old times. then his dad said something that touch my heart. he said ” yang keruh tu biar la die keruh sorang2, yang lain nie masih jernih..biar la jernih..” i was so touched that i had to hold in my tears. they all treated me like i’m one of them. even his Mak Ndak said to keep in touch more. hmm… memories…anyway, angah look so beautiful in the gold dress and ilmi look dashing. they do make a lovely couple. i wish them the best in life and may they have a blissful marriage…
last friday was our 50th Merdeka Celebration. i watch it through tv as im wasnt going to get myself trampled over by the crowd at Dataran Merdeka.
to end this entry, here is a beautiful poetry ( my fav) by the amazing A.Samad Said,
Kita mencari hanya yang tulen dan jati,
sekata hidup, mengerti dan berbudi,
dan bumi akan subur, makmur dan mewah
jika kita bekerja dan berikrar hidup bersama
Tanah air memberi banyak, mesra mendakap kita;
kemerdekaan mendorong kita berdiri dan berbakti,
Dan dalam alaf baru semangat kita wajar padu,
berjalan kita atas nama tanah air dan bangsa-
bangga keran merdeka, megah kerana bahagia
HAPPY 50TH MERDEKA everyone…
